I've been thinking a lot about the exchange to Liverpool, and I am more and more leaning towards not going actually. There are many reasons for this, but one of them is that I just don't think it's worth the stress. I'm trying to relax more lately, to be more kind to myself and stop adding a lot of pressure. The exchange is one of those things that I didn't think so much about, but just saw as a matter of course. Everyone is going on exchange, so then I should go too. I think there is a reason why I wasn't thrilled when I got the letter of acceptance to Liverpool; it was simply not what I wanted deep inside but more what I thought I should want.
I haven't officially declined it yet, but the more I think about it, I probably will. I need to be honest with myself, and going on exchange would probably be more for my CV's sake than for my own. Plus, I don't mind finding a nice apartment in the summer that I'll know I don't have to move out from within 6 months again.
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